miercuri, 21 aprilie 2010

Once upon a time ...

"Once upon a time there lived an unhappy young girl[...]
No rest and no comfort[...]Only when evening came was she allowed to sit for a while by the fire,near the cinders.
That's why everybody called her Cinderella.
(Cinderella Story)

Once upon a time.
A girl believed in you.
Fairytales and happy endings.
Always coming true.

Once upon a time.
This girl was happy and free.
This storm upon the horizon.
No one bothered to see.

But once upon a time.
The rain began to fall.
And you, Prince Charming, ran.
Leaving her with it all.

Now Little Cinderella.
Stands lone in the rain.
Listening to the thunder.

Watching her life change.

She glances all around.
Seeing love as being her crime
But never again will she see

A once upon a time.

marți, 20 aprilie 2010

Heartless love ...

"Love,with very young people,is a heartless business.We drink at that age from thirst,or to get drunk;it is only later in life that we occupy ourselves with the individuality of our wine."
(Isack Dinesen)
"[...]Somewhere far along this road,he lost his soul to a women so heartless...
How could you be so heartless?[...]"
(The Fray-Heartless)

Heartless Love
Heartless statues,
Dauntless cowards
Sunshine darkens my empty,
Bruised soul
Silence echoes off the wall

Desireless passion
and cruel love,
Run away from fear,
Fly like a black dove.
Resentful anger makes you crave
What you can't own.

luni, 19 aprilie 2010

Silence is ...

"Silence is the true friend that never betrays."
"There are times when silence has the loudest voice."
(Leroy Brownlow)

Silence is an absence
Silence is profound
Silence is a conversation
Being had without sound.

Silence is an expression
One that cannot be heard
Silence cannot be spoken
Although it is a word.

Silence is a presence
Of great nothingness
Silence can be something
And yet cease to exist.

Silence can fill a room
And have no mass at all
Silence cannot be dropped, y
et it can fall.

Silence is a mystery
That will forever go unsolved
Silence is how every sound can swiftly be dissolved.

Silence is the sound of rest
The only sound that can sound best
While other sounds can cause great pain
Silence is not the sound to blame.

For Silence is what silence is
Something that is "nothing"
"Nothing" that exists.

duminică, 18 aprilie 2010

Boredom !

"Boredom: the desire for desires."
(Leo Tolstoy)
"All kinds are good except the kind that bores you."

Looking at my bedroom wall
Counting the flowers in the pattern
Watching endless people drifting past my window
Seeing the trees outside dance in a constant repeating wave
Hearing the tick of the clock sound like thunder
I wait, and wait!

Time is passing oh so slowly
What do I do to make it quicken
Nothing is important so nothing gets done
Why bother when it only has to be done again tomorrow
I move my fingers in rhythm to the clock
I wait, and wait!


vineri, 16 aprilie 2010

When the dust settles ...

"Thoughts without content are empty, intuitions without concepts are blind."
(Immanuel Kant)
"An empty mind is always ready for anything and open to everything."
(Unknown author)
"All we are is dust in the wind[...]"
(Kansas-Dust in the wind)

When the dust of the mind settles itself down,
Wonders and mysteries are there to be found…
Mountains spring forth, where nothing once was
Consciousness is infinite oceans of love.

No more of the old...everything`s new,
Playing in illusion,playing being you.
But what fun it is now...to know what is known...
To really understand this roller coaster you're on...

Happiness and joy...ALWAYS is NOW…
No need to explain, the “why?” or the “how?”...
Peace knows no time,space holds no love,
All becomes one...below and above...

The one has no form...potential for change?
Only your unknowing seems to rearrange...
Mystery unraveling before all eyes...
Always has been there...it never dies...

No seeking, no searching, not even desire...
Something unseen...just propels you higher...
What is it ?!...What was that ?!...What can it be...?!
The "
I" that I always was...without the "me"...


joi, 15 aprilie 2010

Hollywood`s not America ...

"The love of fame is the last weakness which even the wise resign."
(Publius Cornelius Tacitus)
"All the fame you should look for in life is to have lived it quietly."
(Michel Eyquem de Montaigne)
"So long,put your blue jeans back on girl ... Go home
Remember Hollywood`s not America ..."
(Ferras-Hollywood`s not America)

Where have all my sweet dreams gone
Dreams that i dreamed, since i was born
Soon i'll be heading home
To that home for that i was born.

All my glory days have gone
My youth just lie in the pouring rain
Rain, rain, please go away
Be gone now,be blown away.

Violent wind blow a path
In the cloud, the cloud so dark
Let the light shine down on me
Warm my soul so I can journey home.

Let me see the pathway home
Dont let me turn to stone
Dont leave me here all alone
Please, please just take me home …


miercuri, 14 aprilie 2010

Soft Words Unspoken

"To hear the whispered voice of another's heart,and understand unspoken words,are talents of those lucky few people who are precious to the world."
(Theresa Ann Hunt)
"The unspoken word never does harm."
(Lajos Kossuth)

So many things I wanna say
Too many stories to be told
But it doesn’t matter anyway
Cause it just leaves me
Feelin’ old.

Soft words unspoken
Drifting on the wind
Just a sentimental token
Of things I’ve lost
And where I’ve been.

Just soft words unspoken
Cause they don’t wanna listen
So I just sit and count the echoes
Of soft words unspoken.

Just wanted someone to listen
To the longings of my heart
But the words fell short of wisdom
And they’d never come out right.

I never meant to cause the scars
By words spoken in confusion
I was only trying to find my way
To the end of the illusion.

So these soft words unspoken
Keep drifting on the wind
Just a sentimental token
Of things I’ve lost
And where I’ve been.


marți, 13 aprilie 2010

Stepping out of the shadows ...

"Freedom is the oxygen of the soul."
(Moshe Dayan)
"Freedom is nothing else but a chance to be better."
(Albert Camus)

Stepping out of the shadows to feel the warmth of the light.
To come to an understanding of leaving a lose situation,
and yet feel victorious.
The heart slowing down ... thoughts are getting focused.

To only understand the true love I have is called freedom.

The freedom to walk around without stumbling.
The freedom to feel the wind in my face.
The freedom to think about my short past, and my long future.
The freedom to enjoy my life with a view of clarity.
The freedom to count on my friends and never fear.
The freedom to understand some peoples mistakes.
The freedom to walk away and never worry.

Into the light I walk ... a new vision ... a new life.


luni, 12 aprilie 2010

Escape ...

"Think you're escaping and run into yourself.Longest way round is the shortest way home."
(James Joyce)

Such a beautiful sunny day
My mind is not astray
The intense high
From the blue sky
Make my troubles all fade away.

The warm breeze
Blowing throughout the trees
Makes me feel
As if I am free
Nothing to concern me.

Not a care in the world
My mind is not tied down
With the worldliness around
Take me forever to this place
Where conflicts are not abound.

As free as a bird
And content as can be
My thoughts will be so sound.


duminică, 11 aprilie 2010

Angels & Demons

"The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing."
(Edmund Bruke)
"The meaning of good and bad,of better and worse,is simply helping or hurting."
(Ralph Waldo Emerson)

A constant battle going on in my head.
Internal conflict where plenty gets said.
Fighting to dominate, good against bad.
Feeling happy against feeling sad.

A battle field where I sit on my own.
Surrounded by Angels and Demons who roam.
Seeking to conquer the war of who's right.
The Angels sing out, the Demons they bite.

There I sit somewhere in between.
Irresponsible victim it would seem.


vineri, 9 aprilie 2010

Time is ...

"Clocks slay time... time is dead as long as it is being clicked off by little wheels; only when the clock stops does time come to life."
(William Faulkner)
"Have you ever wondered what marks out time here?If one life can make an impact on the world...or if the choices we make matter?I believe they do.And I believe that one man can change many lives.
For better...or for worse."
(One Tree Hill quotes)

Time is relative,
Time is irelevant,
Time stands still against our will,
Time is precious and generous,
Time is essential and preferential,
Time waits for no one,
Time is gone just like that,
Time can be cruel & brutal,
Time can be harsh,
Time is our worst enemy,
Time can be special,
Time can be magical,
Time can be too practical,

Time can be endless as breathless.